ramblings

today there's been about two thoughts consistently on my head - no. 1, the BF. he's been gone for a little over 24 hours and everything feels empty and boring. it's incredible how much you can be in love and yet know that he's your very best friend in the whole world. i told him the other day, 'it's so great that your my best friend and i get to kiss you!' not sure there's anything better. but anyway, i miss him. feels like a part of me is gone.

the other thought is uh...slightly connected to the first (okay, largely connected) but due to the fact that this doesn't actually quite apply to me yet, i have to be extremely vague about it. so - thought no. 2 - anybody know where i can get 2000 dollars? see, there's something i am dying to purchase. like, dying, dying. i've got it in my head and i can't get it out, no matter how much i try to. so, if anybody has any idea of how i can acquire an extra, unnecessary-for-bills 2000 dollars by oh, say...December, then i'd be much obliged.

hmm...this week is fairly uneventful. the kids are at camp this week, and Friday is Midsommar, which is THE biggest holiday in Sweden. it's the longest day of the year, and that's when everyone dances around the Maypole and eats crayfish and drinks til the cows come home. i, however, will not be partaking of the celebrations to their full extent cause i'll be on a flight on Saturday afternoon to the South Pacific. can't say i'm too disappointed :)